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| so its kinda funny how the world around me, a lot of people seem to be in relationships or starting some. it makes me happy that everyone is happy in their own relationships, but kinda uneasy at the same time. i'm not really all that ready for anything with anyone, but maybe i would like to be? i dunno.
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| so ugh, that last post was pretty lame. i haven't had an emo entry like that in a while. anywho moving on.
so i post as the last entry for this year, i should do a reflection entry about this past year and how much i've learned. well, i dunno. it was an awesome year. i got into my new major, i have my own apt, i sincerely lived on my own, i worked two jobs at once to survive, i grew up mentally (sort of) and lots of other jazz. i've gotten to a point though where i'm tryin to become someone to look up to. i'm learning. meeting new ppl is awesome and i like to think i'm getting better at it. so now moving on to becoming someone of a slightly respectly position. we'll see what happens.
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| its been a while. a breakdown of my life, its been interesting so far.
moved into an apartment this year. i really like it. i got like 5 roommates though. to of my roommate's have girlfriends that moved in with them, so thus the extra amount of ppl. unfortunately, i'm the only single guy in my place. so even with all the people that live here, it can get lonely everynow and then. the whole single status that i've managed to keep up for a while now could have been remedied, but i was just dumb and ruined that. *sigh* me and my silly commitment issues/happiness principle. even now, not sure what i'm doin with this situation. o well. i'm sure it'll pass in time. i guess i can pour out of opinion on it at the moment.
not sure what's going on truthfully. i've been crushing again on this girl. unfortunately, it was someone i turned away. but to re-crush on her? "wtf sam...." is what i tell myself. i'm sure its just a phase of just jumping around. but i dunno. i hadn't seen her in a good while and then, notice her again. unfortunately, i dunno if i want it to pass. but she's in a relationship with another guy. i'm pretty sure i'm just being dumb, and wanting what i can't have....silly me
but dancing a lot more lately. always tryin to better myself. there's a huge show this sat. hopefully we'll just murder that show. got a lot of hardcore practice this week. that'll be fun
-Sam
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